Thursday, September 13, 2007.

I think now I should get my ass off the seat now and do the fwarkingzz trigo functions, but I dont really give a shit. Its kind of weird that my mood is funny though my watermelon just left me.
Perhaps it was what I heard.
I seriously didnt know that we were actually intendedly together.
All these times, about affinity and luck and how blessed I am to be with the others, I was just being, to bluntly put it,deceived.
I only realised when Elissa told me today.
The feeling is like bollzzbongzzfwarkkzshitxx, because I have always been so proud of this group and am always boasting about it, only to find out that I have been overrating everything and being such a mofo.
Everything was, arranged.
I feel really bad, and can understand how the others are feeling....

Maybe only Gina can understand this, thanks Gina for your message, you're one of those who are patient enough to withstand my codswallop.
Thanks Lee ying for today, yay, you so made my day.
I don't like today's lessons, except History, and lao shi made me flipping mad.
HAPPY BIRDDAY SHANNA SHA BI BI.
So, I just realised that I have to stay true to my committment back at OBS, and I have to treat other people better. Yes I will so do that.

I wonder if next year we'll still be crazy and loving each other still? The thought of not coming together anymore really scares the living lights out of me, but the possibility is there. Shiatzzzz.

7:20 AM
Fashion?